Don't you dare think that there is anything, past or present, that I would put in front of you. It has never been like that, ever! I need you to see that. I'm begging you.
Funny story: last saturday when asylum had just begun (i had only seen jensen’s panel and maybe something else but not very much so this was very impressive) I was going to leave the hall and go meet someone from twitter and then i saw like 5 cast members in the hallways like,, out in the wild. I was not prepared. First i saw Ruth and Mark S and idk how this started but i wanted Ruth to know that i loved her so everytime i saw her somewhere (and i saw her several times lol) i had to tell her “hi Ruth i love you!” so i did that and she smiled and was super sweet and it wasn’t until later that i realized that i completely ignored Mark Sheppard to talk to Ruth (aw poor bean im sorry). Right after that I saw Gil McKinney walking in the same hallway and he smiled really big at me and he has the best smile ever and i love it. Then Jensen was just walking around. And then lastly i was looking at my phone texting this person that i didnt know where they were and that i couldnt find them and i almost run into someone and i was like “sorry” without looking up and then i heard a somehow familiar laugh and i had almost ran into Ty Olsson and i was so embarrased and like “im so sorry” and then he mimicked how i was walking looking to my phone and laughed at me for a bit and then he smiled and let me go. And ALL THAT happened in under 10 minutes. So yeah it was a very weird experience.