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“Hi! I was wondering if i could make a pose where me and Jared are giving you the samulet back?” That was the first thing I told Jensen when I walked to them. I was a little nervous but I looked at Jensen and he smiled and that made me so comfortable and I’m so grateful for that. Jared was talking to Danii (@sheriffjodes, but i totally missed that part) who had had her op before me so he didn’t get what i wanted to do at the first time so I tried to explain it again but I was looking directly into his eyes and he didn’t understand what I was saying because I suddenly forgot every english word because that was J2 and this was only my second op. Thankfully, Jensen had been paying attention (god bless his heart) and told what I had told him before but Jared hugged me (as i wanted him to tbh) but didn’t put his hand with mine to give Jensen/Dean the Samulet too, but we can’t have it all. Why am I looking funny in the pic/looking somewhere that’s NOT Jensen Ackles’ eyes? Well, I was doing it and the op would have been perfect but then I felt Jared fucking Padalecki’s beard on my face and I got kind of startled and that’s when the photographer decided to take the photo. Anyway. Jared’s hug was really cozy and I didn’t want to let go but when I finally left they both smiled and I was dying.

Adding a ‘read more’ for the autos stories

I had my Jared auto first (not because I chose to, but because I was pushed into as queue for one of them “and then you change your queue and get the other one”). None of them were in the room when I got in (they were taking a break) so I had a little bit of time to think about what I wanted to tell them and I queued for so long and there wasn’t that many people behind me (about 25-30 for Jared and even less for Jensen when I got in, so basically I was in the last group that got their J2 autos) so I hoped I wouldn’t get very rushed. They had been literally taking photos, doing panels and signing autos non-stop since 10 am and it was 8pm when I left the autos rooms. They had been interacting with fans (one way or another) for 10 hours and even then, they smiled and greeted at every single fan that had bought an auto. I love these people so much, they’re so devoted and I wanted to let you all know.
Now into the actual story.
So when I was next I handed my samulet op to the steward and he said hi to me and signed it but he didn’t really looked at it (he seemed a little tired because well, he had been up doing stuff for so many hours and they were still dealing with jet lag) but he looked at me and realized I wanted to say something and he literally stopped the steward that was trying to get him to the next person (honestly. he’s the fucking sweetest) and looked at me with all his attention and I told him as quickly as I could that I loved the show very much and the brothers and that I loved the fact that they had brought the Samulet back and I kinda pointed to the op (which he was still holding) and he really looked at it and like… realized what was going on in the op and he looked at it for a very long time (okay it probably wasn’t very long but honestly it was about a whole 30 seconds) and nodded to himself and he mindlessly started stroking the part where Jensen’s holding the samulet (spoiler: i couldn’t believe this was happening) and he said “This is really awesome thank you so much” and i was really touched by that and I was about to leave when he said “hey i love your shirt” (i was wearing the Moose & Squirrel AKF shirt) and he winked at me and obviously i stopped living at that moment and spent like 70% of Jensen’s queue trying really hard not to cry again.
(Also when there were only like a couple of people before me in the queue, someone gave Jared a ukelele to sign but he tried to play it and was looking at Jensen all the time like “hey man look at me trying to play this thing” but Jensen was really focused on the fans and didn’t realize and I really wanted him to look at Jared and was going to let him know but then Jared stopped trying to play it, dammit)
So the same process again, i handed the op to the steward and got a lil time to look at him before my turn (and god, is he beautiful) and then he looked at me, he said hi and looked at the photo and did the “hehehe” laugh thingy he sometimes does (you know the one) and I kind of tell him the same thing; that I love the show and the brothers and (i worded this in a different way but didn’t even realize until later) that the brother’s bond was really important to me so it had made me so happy that they had brought the samulet back and he said “yeah, it is really important for me too” and I was like ?? did I just witness a Jensen BrothersTrash™ Ackles moment ?? and it was directed to me ?? and if that wasn’t the best fucking way my con would have ended he winked at me too when i was walking away. i am not among the living anymore.

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