{please please do not crop/repost this photo anywhere (the reblog button is right there!) or i might go berserk on you ♥}

that’s the face you make when you’re trying really really hard not to cry in a photo with ur fave. It’s not perfect and I don’t want it to be. This was right after Jensen’s op and when only a few people were in front of me in the queue I got super overwhelmed because I couldn’t believe this was actually happening. I did smile at him when it was my turn and asked if i could have a hug and he gave me an extra-squishy hug. Then i thanked him profusely and i wasn’t actually crying (yet) and I guess he noticed I was anxious or something and he took my hand (how did that happen?? i dont remember??) and he thanked me ? and i kind of didn’t want to let go of his hand as I was walking away but he kind of didn’t let go of mine either and we ended up holding hands as I was leaving and it was dramatic/cute and he laughed and i laughed and then i got my op and left and cried in the hallway for a good 10 minutes before returning to my friends. I love Jared Padalecki so much.

{Lena at Asylum tag}