Don't you dare think that there is anything, past or present, that I would put in front of you. It has never been like that, ever! I need you to see that. I'm begging you.
“I’m going to take care of you,” Jared says, and something in his voice makes Jensen go perfectly still, “but we’re playing by my rules.” And, just like that, Jensen finally has everything he ever wanted. Well, he would have if this was a Hollywood movie.
Does an author like felisblanco (author of gunpoint, the doors of time and in a mirror distorted and indistinct) need an introduction? She’s basically the queen of hurt!Jensen and vulnerable!Jensen fic and I love her mastery of that subject.
But among all of the beautiful work she has given to the fandom is (judging by the kudos) a hidden gem: The BDSM Verse.
And she added a new part yesterday! *throws confetti*
The story gives us the boys in an established relationship that slowly develops new facets. It comes with all the trademarks of her beautiful writing, just with (a lot) added smut and some of my favorite kinks. (Seriously I cannot overemphasize the amazing smut. There is a blowjob scene that had me fanning myself!). What elevates this story above the level of PWP is the way the boys stumble into and feel about this new development in their relationship.
I really love how felisblanco gets to the heart of their struggles to accept the things they need and desire from each other. Not every Dom is immediately at peace with how they enjoy hurting a partner and not every sub has learned to reconcile the need to submit in the bedroom with how they present themselves in their daily lives.
How they find their way to a balanced dynamic is a beautiful journey (with a lot of schmoop on top of the kink) that now comes in three amazing parts that deserve a lot more kudos - so go and show this amazing author some love!